Today is the 14Th Sept 08 my purpose in writing is in the future and looking back to this age one will have a glimpse in to the past of the mind of a citizen on the cusp of the turn of the century, my place of birth is in the East End of London, called Stoke Newington,I had what may be called a normal up bringing although I had seen some odd anomalies, having not seen much of my Father untill I was 8 years old, my relation ship with him from this early age is strange, as I grow older and remember the time together the strangeness increases, in some way he became this stranger, I have taken note on stories of Fathers told to me by people that come in to my life and the varience is astonishing,it is salient that some Fathers are extremlysupportive of their offspring and others are to put it simply evil, by this word I am saying that the gestalt is unwholesome, as the example of malnourished food or deception of intent,